Hey folks, my name is Patrick- I joined a while back but some technical error prevented me from using my account. I felt annoyed at being accused of being a bot or spammer but I know there are good people that use the forums here, mistakes happen and I seem to have access again so... hi?
I have a lifetime of trauma with a diagnosis of ptsd and panic disorder. Lately, I've felt especially out of place, even unwanted. I feel like I have things worth sharing and ideas I'd love to discuss with others but I often end up feeling alone in crowds, as if no one can relate. I seem to get along really well with combat vets but I appreciate anyone who has decent manners and I've been able to meet people on here before who were either able to relate or cool enough in their own right.