My names tifarrah i am 19 years old. The reason i put other as my disability is because i have several i have major depression with psychotic features so i hear voices and have had psychotic thinking and behavior I have something called a conversion disorder which is kind of like the old saying its all in your head but basically what conversion disorder is is it is mental stress manifested physically and it cant be diagnosed by medical technology. They say a taumatic event caused i guess the traumatic event was my family always getting into it. So sometimes i cant walk or move at all for a little while i sometimes cant lift or hold things and the things that happen less are i once was unable to speak this year and sometimes my body jerks uncontrollably. Its been hard but its gotten better and im no longer using a wheelchair or neeck brace cause ive been doing it. I have borderline personality disorder but that i was just recently diagnosed and i dont get what it really is cause i dont feel it affects me. I have something called syringomyelia that doesnt really affect but my doctor still wants me to have an mri and brain scan which i havent been able to do because of health insurance issues so i have a lot of stuff a lot is on my plate and i get stressed a lot by all my problems but im hanging in there. I live at home unhappily with my family cause its really tough now and sometimes tension is high cause my mom works and my dads unemployed. Im currently in therapy and enjoying though i worry i might lose my psychiatrist and therapist cause of insurance change which i feel is my fault cause of the actions ive made. But i know eventually i will need to go to a doctor

I love poetry ive gone to readings and won first and second place im currently trying to write a book but i still have a lot to do. I play basketball even though im not the best at it. I go out to eat with my aunt also we go to support groups together. Im also a collector especially figurines cards and trinkets. I love pets i have a turtle guiena pig and cat there crazy act more human than animals

country, rock, rap, christian rock, forieng music

notebook, hitch, the prince of egypt,spirited away, howls moving castle,

dark angel, cops, full metal alchemist, dr who, animal cops, family fued

any books by james patterson and torreyhaden

Im my own hero sometimes i feel stronger than superman sometimes i feel weaker than piglet