Yah, I've gotten it my whole life. I worked while getting disability until my health failed as well and couldn't; and even after having to give up my line of employment I still got picked at to the point they just took away my apartment on me for no reason just by not renewing my lease and I could not do anything about it;plus, I had to come home to a family to call me a "loser" and tell me to now turn around to find another apartment anyways with limitations on that too!! I play a saxophone and people make me feel that I don't deserve that if I am "so disabled" but when I worked I was put on a pedistal with my talent, and now that I don't work, I'm to shove my saxophone up my butt according to a lot of people or quit if I'm "so sick." and because I have no job or car, they won't pick me up and car pool so I can at least stay in my music/bands. It sucks, but there's nothing you can do except avoid people and go to only charity and the government...it is a very miserable and lonely existance when your health problems are hidden...and even for those that they do see it, they still avoid so they aren't stuck taking care of someone. bjjazzy...p.s..wish you well and be strong. start looking online and in phone book for helps out there ..if there's any left.
