Awfull day !!

Martin my partners dad (grandad to my poppets) Has as you may remember been having corneal grafts for some months as he was in remission from a rather aggressive form of spinal cancer. Bearing in mind origionally we thought he may never live to see his first grsndaughter! We had both sheila and peter over for what we were sure was his last. The pics were awfull and not because it was a crappy day but because he looked so hollowed out and skinny. Following that he started Chemo which knocked that damn cancer into outer space WOOHOO. They had told us oh it,s a waiting game and we cant stop it. Well he put on weight got back out in his tool shed and apart from having his eye sown shut to protect the graft everything was fabulous. Then suddenly 2 weeks ago his legs became sore again. Codiene, no good! Tramadol, No good! The macmillan nursetook one look and sent him straight in on time for Mrs Beasly the oncology ladys ward rounds so thy can get an MRI. All it,s really doing is conforming what she told us. Cancer is back. Im sat here at 3.55 trying to figure out how im going to tell lauren my oldest or how im going to support martin through it. So please peeples Pray for Grandad cos im really scared for him. To go down in just 2 weeks is awfull!!!

Thanks for listening. Iv had a damn good waterworks display writing this and feel better.

Cat

Praying and sending warm feelings with hugs xxxx

im sorry to read this cat.....hugs to you and all your family


suzan xxx

Prayers and healing thoughts for you and your family Cat I am so sorry,this disease seems to touch everyone.I am sending you some karma.

big hug Cat to you and all members here.. who's loved ones they have lost or are ill xx<br><br>Post edited by: ducky, at: 2008/10/15 15:09

awwwww hunny ...... best wishs and big hugs to u and ur family

love emma xxx