This is an incredibly long story so here's the outline of it. I'm an 18 year old guy and I was attacked by a lion and tiger 8 years ago and was left paralyzed from my neck down. I've been trying to find a girlfriend but haven't had any luck. They all look at me like just a disabled freak and don't see just how big of a heart I have and would do anything for them. Since I'm unable to move, I can't relieve my sexual urges and have almost constant "blue balls". I've tried using toys, medications, injections and even had blood tests done. None have worked at all. I've looked into escort services and I'm not paying $175 just for a hand job. I can't even find anyone on Craigslist who's willing to get me off. I'm just to the point of giving up. All I want is for is somebody who cares enough about me to just help relieve me. I guess that's just too much to ask for. I feel completely worthless to every female out there. I honestly give them my all when around them. I do this all the time and I'm still never good enough. Why can't I get a chance? I cry myself to sleep almost every night asking myself that same question. I have nobody to cuddle, love and watch movies with. I rarely ever get physically touched or hugged. I'm so lonely and feel unwanted and unloved. I always get the short end of the stick because people know little to nothing about people with disabilities.. Please help me, I don't know where else to turn.
