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About Me
30 - 45
Aspergers Syndrome
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Much about me is internalized, that's why I often look for dreams to enhance my view and find a sense of joy and creativity in that. I consider myself a drifter, a dreamer, looking more at visions, visuals then reality and life, it's like I can open my eyes for a smile I genuinely feel and shut my eyes for what is painful or creates a discomfort.

Emotional, sensitive, lonely, and things in between, but each of the things that defines a person, an individual can be open for change but some things don't change, it's more the world around that change.

I escape, I look and I see and I keep escaping into my own world, but it's cold and lonely, reality is cold and harsh but what I see is not where I wanna live and feel my hearts passion, but I see something I can on my own create, can you see that also?

For me writing, music and emotions is who I am, my voice is not muted but the internal dreams is viewed with a personal clarity that reality often don't give me, due to not being understood, feeling confused and not understanding.

I am the red and the blue, but red without the pain and blue for the clear summer skies even if life does not conform to my view I still see it.

Trance music, writing, gaming, movies, cats, exercise
Uplifting trance, goa trance
My Penpal
Hi there I'm Thomas, I'm looking for a female email pen pal that likes to write and have something in common with me, I feel in terms of friendship, to define it, I think it's important to have something in common. and that is also more emotionally and not just interest, to understand the thoughts and want to be part in connecting together, and that to me is defined friendship.

In 1996 I started my interest in writing, as I gotten older, I became more into escapism, not to say writing is a form of storytelling, but personal thoughts and feelings I mean. I don't think there is a purpose for me to look at daily life and life and say that is worth writing about, what does that say about me as an individual, I don't think so.

If you like creativity in words, emotions inside your self, looking at things from how it feels, thoughts to share, that is what I embrace. I think a woman that can look at writing and feel the joy from it, can understand that what I seek is writing from the heart and soul, and not a phrase for nothing but write and feel, visualize the thoughts and see that being creative, being one self is writing, a reflection and a connection, together when being alone.

Writing is a longing for understanding and connecting, not about reality or stories, but about the heart of me as an individual, the sense that there is not pain, no confusion, no discomfort, just a connecting feeling of relating to one another emotionally, if you understand that contact me.

Anonymous and yet open and seen, closed off and yet welcoming, that is the form and choosing to express it in my own way.

My email for direct connection or a message here as a bubble of sorts, wizardnerevarine@gmail.com


Looking at food from the perspective, what is the nutrients in them and what health benefits do they have. Not looking at the food only from the perspective of taste, but for the body and mind.
so what might the difference be? between the feeling of wellbeing between exercising for a purpose or anti depressive medication for a purpose, the aim for the mind and body, what is the end goal?
to be original or to be ordinary, unique or common, pretentious or relatable. To take away something and adapt or to keep something flavorful, where is the peace and happiness?
romance, desire, passion, temptation, seduction and rhythm for music, vivid sounds, as the view of what is felt is seen, as it is seen, it is a wonderful moment. To love and to fade away.
medication verses jogging everyday, combination or on it's own, when medication and jogging are polar opposites, and yet the moments of anxiety and pain exists so combine jogging, music and medicine.
Unfulfilled dreams, personal memories of flaws and disappointments, but a yearning for the bright light, a flame that gives when reality suppress the flames of fulfillment and joy.
Strawberries and clouds in the sky, looking up at the sunshine, to the sight comes sounds and impressions. To form ones own, is to ask and to answer and then to escape into the feeling of joy.
snow and plowing, cold and hands have felt the pain from the chill of the wind, and as with the wind, the winds of change give some melting. I evade life in repetition and cast my emotion for music.
anonymous faces and random lives, will a face and a soul of that person change someone else to be seen or lost among the reflections of being in a world of anonymity?.
surreal moments of music and impressions when jogging outside in the snow, whiteout and yet the cold is but a fleeting moment, as I listen to the melody of rhythm.




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