saberius
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Location
United States
Michigan
About Me
30 - 45
Male
Aspergers Syndrome
meeting new friends
Much about me is internalized, that's why I often look for dreams to enhance my view and find a sense of joy and creativity in that. I consider myself a drifter, a dreamer, looking more at visions, visuals then reality and life, it's like I can open my eyes for a smile I genuinely feel and shut my eyes for what is painful or creates a discomfort.
Emotional, sensitive, lonely, and things in between, but each of the things that defines a person, an individual can be open for change but some things don't change, it's more the world around that change.
I escape, I look and I see and I keep escaping into my own world, but it's cold and lonely, reality is cold and harsh but what I see is not where I wanna live and feel my hearts passion, but I see something I can on my own create, can you see that also?
For me writing, music and emotions is who I am, my voice is not muted but the internal dreams is viewed with a personal clarity that reality often don't give me, due to not being understood, feeling confused and not understanding.
I am the red and the blue, but red without the pain and blue for the clear summer skies even if life does not conform to my view I still see it.
Thomas
Emotional, sensitive, lonely, and things in between, but each of the things that defines a person, an individual can be open for change but some things don't change, it's more the world around that change.
I escape, I look and I see and I keep escaping into my own world, but it's cold and lonely, reality is cold and harsh but what I see is not where I wanna live and feel my hearts passion, but I see something I can on my own create, can you see that also?
For me writing, music and emotions is who I am, my voice is not muted but the internal dreams is viewed with a personal clarity that reality often don't give me, due to not being understood, feeling confused and not understanding.
I am the red and the blue, but red without the pain and blue for the clear summer skies even if life does not conform to my view I still see it.
Thomas
Trance music, writing, gaming, movies, cats, exercise
Uplifting trance, goa trance
FOR HAMAEEL. HIS MUSIC IS WHAT I FEEL.
FOR HAMAEEL. HIS MUSIC IS WHAT I FEEL.
My Penpal
Hi there I'm Thomas, I'm looking for a female email pen pal that likes to write and have something in common with me, I feel in terms of friendship, to define it, I think it's important to have something in common. and that is also more emotionally and not just interest, to understand the thoughts and want to be part in connecting together, and that to me is defined friendship.
In 1996 I started my interest in writing, as I gotten older, I became more into escapism, not to say writing is a form of storytelling, but personal thoughts and feelings I mean. I don't think there is a purpose for me to look at daily life and life and say that is worth writing about, what does that say about me as an individual, I don't think so.
If you like creativity in words, emotions inside your self, looking at things from how it feels, thoughts to share, that is what I embrace. I think a woman that can look at writing and feel the joy from it, can understand that what I seek is writing from the heart and soul, and not a phrase for nothing but write and feel, visualize the thoughts and see that being creative, being one self is writing, a reflection and a connection, together when being alone.
Writing is a longing for understanding and connecting, not about reality or stories, but about the heart of me as an individual, the sense that there is not pain, no confusion, no discomfort, just a connecting feeling of relating to one another emotionally, if you understand that contact me.
Anonymous and yet open and seen, closed off and yet welcoming, that is the form and choosing to express it in my own way.
My email for direct connection or a message here as a bubble of sorts, wizardnerevarine@gmail.com
Thomas
In 1996 I started my interest in writing, as I gotten older, I became more into escapism, not to say writing is a form of storytelling, but personal thoughts and feelings I mean. I don't think there is a purpose for me to look at daily life and life and say that is worth writing about, what does that say about me as an individual, I don't think so.
If you like creativity in words, emotions inside your self, looking at things from how it feels, thoughts to share, that is what I embrace. I think a woman that can look at writing and feel the joy from it, can understand that what I seek is writing from the heart and soul, and not a phrase for nothing but write and feel, visualize the thoughts and see that being creative, being one self is writing, a reflection and a connection, together when being alone.
Writing is a longing for understanding and connecting, not about reality or stories, but about the heart of me as an individual, the sense that there is not pain, no confusion, no discomfort, just a connecting feeling of relating to one another emotionally, if you understand that contact me.
Anonymous and yet open and seen, closed off and yet welcoming, that is the form and choosing to express it in my own way.
My email for direct connection or a message here as a bubble of sorts, wizardnerevarine@gmail.com
Thomas
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1986, it's a blur, 1988, it's a fog, to recollect and to land in 1992 knowing the maze of life creates a loss of the future when the past is cut to be felt in 1998, the gaunt of expression illuminate.
To grow up as I being pushed down, depleted and yet dependable. Timidity in the social view, down the confidence goes as the statement heard is grow up, the speech might not glow but burn the soul.
Positive the fragile nature of looking for warmth beyond the scars. Tell me a tale and I hide my secret with grace and devotion. White the knight is unseen just like the fairytale of expectations.
Dreams the day dreaming atmosphere, lovely, lonely the sounds of the visual melody gives a warm smile to further me on and adjust to the coming day ahead with vigor and positivity.
Religions I don't understand, the appeal or attachment to an individual. I can't relate but I can see in different degrees in can be both constructive but also destructive. Human Beings and the mind.
A person conveys spoken words, there is a language, I can understand the spoken words and yet I don't understand. The person stops talking when I interrupt and walk away. Words fades as voice silent.
Euphoria for times of breeze, content happiness. I travel back to regrets, contrasting my choices, my path as I keep going back to regrets with sadness. Memories rich, yet empty. Frailty as it burdens
Not sure if it's symbols a metaphor or subliminal messaging, maybe it's meaning can both be seen, felt, understood both on a conscious level, subconscious, framing something in personal interpretation
The alone, the lonely with extroverted isolation. Love, romance glancing without hatred, as I feel the closeness when pushing you away. Desire my love with passion as my glare sleeps from this life.
Unhelpful to focus too much on disability over ones own individual personality. To lessen the stigma and give awareness, it's better to not dictate what I should see and instead be your self.