chapter 2 of my ladies
Before I left Kent I had been brought a load of new clothes so I was in the latest fashion down here. With my first few weeks wages I got my hair styled and brought a load of make up, smoked and drank listen'd to music any time I liked and stayed out late.. it was freedom. it was great as I had never been allowed to do all these things before .I also learnt the the opposite sex what ever age thought I was. WOW. that summons up all the complements and wolf wistles that came at me left right and centre ..that alone would turn a niave girls head.I met the first love of my life I picked him out of all the boys. Life was wonderfull untill we had are first row.I decieded to make him jelouse and got a love bite from sombody else who fancyed me {BIG MISTAKE} He got upset and walked out of the pub His mates told me I was a bitch, My girlfriends told me to go and say sorry, I started to get angry with everybody and said there were plenty more fish in the sea and he would come running back to me.. He did not, I was hurting and decided that if he had loved me he would have raced back to me and said sorry I then started to go out with the opposite sex because I could get who I wanted and did not care if I hurt them. I found out that my first love did try to find me but I had already giving in my notice and moved to another city, He had asked my aunty where I was. she told him even if she know she would not tell him.as he was now engaged to be married I learnt all this later....
