My space -room ..for feelings

Correct my friend,we care thats what counts.

I am getting better on compt and internet..Have learnt about tabs.. I can now do it without knocking myself off the site and having to sign in again ..I often wondered how ppl can be online here and still able to do other things elsewhere..

Not only am I on my laptop..But Im juggling and playing the piano as well xxxxx;) :whistle: :blink:

tonypark wrote:

Not only am I on my laptop..But Im juggling and playing the piano as well xxxxx;) :whistle: :blink:

a man of many talents it seems xxxx :huh: :blink:

ducky wrote:

tonypark wrote:

Not only am I on my laptop..But Im juggling and playing the piano as well xxxxx;) :whistle: :blink:

a man of many talents it seems xxxx :huh: :blink:

Multi-Tasking and Multi-Talented...Ive not told you what Im doing with my tongue either xxxx:whistle: :whistle: :whistle:

somewhat of an odd day guys.

I know before anyone says anything what the right thing is to do say etc ok? My best mate is leaving me behind it would seem. And she is doing this for all the right reasons and a good friend should be so happy for her and the better half of me is delighted really i am. It just seems like the end of an era you know? We met five years ago in a battered wives refuge. (a whole other story not for today ok?) and we have been solid mates ever since. I was there when she went to court and prosecuted that basterd she used to call a husband and she helped me choose my new names when i had to hide my identity. We have been to hell and back and always there no matter what. Well five years down the line she has her own place and a job and has got the whole thing together. And she met a man recently and he moved in and she,s over the moon. And i never see her and she never calls and we just seem to be losing eachother. Maybe im expecting too much here guys i mean i am in a relationship but i always have put nicci and her needs from me tantamount and martin understood why. He new guy is lovely and treats her like a queen but one thing bothers me. Every time i call she is drinking or drunk! Last time i went over she was drunk at the pub. Now i know she has had damn near no social life and her kids are over 12 too. Im being selfish arnt i? I love nicci to bits and im worried im being unfair just cos i miss her so much. I should be made up she has a new guy in her life. Im feeling really torn over this everyone can anyone offer advice? Even if it,s to say be happy for her ya cow??? Cat xxxxxxxxxxxxxx:unsure: