Poet And Didnt Know It

ok......I waited 5 days, time for another one I think.......


No More Energy

A solid, translucent cradle
A spacecraft, a shell
Sealed around me: it‘s hell

Guards, robots
I can’t get free
How could I possibly free myself?

Pumps, needles, tubes
Got no strength, no energy
Can’t move

Doctors, nurses,
Kids at play on the floor
A way out, a corridor

A huge, blue iron closet
Books and meds locked
Behind its doors

A small boy, maybe five,
Thrown head-first
Into a water supply;

He twists weakly,
Struggles, wants out,
Gets no air but liquid

A wretched, ill-fated death

You want to show me all your might?
Got to forbid you, got to fight
Got to stop you from doing that
But I got no energy left

A nurse
Wants to feed me
On my son’s entrails
Feel so sick but to no avail

A piercing scream
Uttered in pain, in fear
But no one seems to hear
WHY CAN'T ANYBODY HEAR ME?

Silence, flowing downhill, so loud
Filling my ears, my nose, my mouth
Stopping me from hearing, breathing
A pristine white-out

I plead for help
Plead for some pity…
Son’s safe at last
But I got no energy left

Hide kid, hide, quick
Before they snatch you
The witch, her husband and child - Goldilocks
They’re after you

They need offers for a sacrifice
I recognize them
Despite their masks
They’re going to cast their spell at last

They’re going to use
The same device
They're going to have you both
As offers for their last sacrifice

May 27, 2010 Tessa :dry:
(Deep coma and nightmares)

and another one.................


Breathe

Used to live in green, live in blue
Red my anorak and my backpack
Fresh water, food and I could
Evenly breathe

Silence and a vast white coat still around:
This time lining a room, my room
Nailed to the walls, on the ground
Overpowering me, so sickly sweet

It fills up my nostrils
Burns through my throat, my lungs

Can’t keep up this way…
Won’t make it this way…
Please tell me it won’t last long…

Need to breathe.

June 11, 2010 Tessa
(Memories & wishes)

...and maybe another one still..........


Trapped

Lying silently
Endless days and nights
Trapped in a body that
Doesn’t seem all right
No balance
No breath
No voice
No sight,
No food
No drinks
No movements
Nothing left to fight with

But a whole lot of thoughts
Spinning in my head

I feel trapped
I feel
The shadow of my former self

Do you really wanna steal some more
From me?
To what’s left – you know –
My thoughts, my dreams
I’m gonna hold on tight

If you want those too
Get ready and fight.

May 27, 2010 by Tessa
(Coma & after, I.T.U. – Pisa & Milan)